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I decided to go swimming at 10:00 tonight cause I was bored and lonely. That was probably a bad idea...I probably swam less than 10 laps. I felt so out of shape. I went and sat in the sauna though for the first time ever. That was kinda nice. But now I'm exhausted and am sad because I have an 8am rehearsal tomorrow with greg and that never makes me happy and the day will just be so much longer. All week I've been in this slump, kinda feeling like I'm just floating around aimlessly, not getting really excited about anything. It's like someone turned off my fun button, and I don't know why I've felt so lonely...I guess you feel lonely when you're alone...which I guess I've been a lot this week. I've been occupying myself with practice, sleep, and watching way too much tv. Yesterday I just passed out on my bed for like 2hours...for no reason. I got the same amount of sleep that I always do. Now I'm really tired and smell like chlorine but that's nothing new. So...I guess I shall go to sleep. At least tomorrow's Friday, that gives me some hope that maybe my happy factor will go up a few points.