i are crying inside

[beaniesexybeast]

i feel like shit!!!... my allergies are killing me. i have been able to stop sneezing since i got home at about 3'o clock. ive sneezed so hard that i fell down my stairs and hit my head on the wall. i took some benadryl and know im really tired and i have a massive head ache. my family isnt helping either. when i fell down my stairs, my mom just thought that i was drunk, now shes talking to my doctor to arrange an appointment for a drug test, also for a check up. dwight keeps getting in my room when i clean it and just messes it up, looking for my stash of candy, i dont have a stash of candy. i confront him and he just denies it, my mom yells at me for accusing him and tells me to go to bed. i tell her that its only 5 30 and she tells me too fuck off and do my homework. i tell her that i dont have homework and then she tells me to go to free radicals, i say ok and i leave. when i come back, she tells me i dont spend enough time at home and that i am scum. i think she is just drunk and doesnt want to admit it.
XXXOOO
hugs and kisses
Beanie
P.S. don't feel sorry for me cause its not that bad, im just really tired