TO MOSTLY JOE
I REALLY WISH THAT PEOPLE WOULD JUST TAKE THINGS LESS SERIOUSLY!!!!!!! FUCKING SHIT DUDES!! ALL I HEAR, WHERE EVER I GO IS "I LOVED HER/HIM AND HE/SHE BROKE UP WITH ME! I'M A MOTHERFUCKING LITTLE SHIT WHO DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THE WORDS COMING FROM MY PARTNERS MOUTH, WHEN THEY SAY "GIVE ME SPACE!!!!" I'M FUCKING TIRED OF RELATIONSHIPS, I SOUND LIKE A FUCKING PIECE OF OVERLY DRAMATIC SHIT SAYING THIS BUT I FUCKING MEAN IT!!!! JOE, IF IT REALLY BOTHERS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH, JUST TALK TO TAY, IT'S NOT THAT HARD TO DO!!!!!! JUST TELL HER WHAT YOU TOLD ME IN THAT E-MAIL THAT I REPLIED TO. SHE WILL UNDERSTAND. THE NEXT TIME YOU DECIDE TO DATE SOMEONE, LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES AND DON'T BE SO FUCKING CLINGY, ISN'T THAT WHY TAY BROKE IT OFF WITH YOU????!!! I'M NOT TRYING TO BE A TOTAL BITCH ABOUT THIS BUT I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO GET IT INTO YOUR HEAD, TALK TO HER!!! TALK TO HER, TALK TO HER, TALK TO HER, MOTHERFUCKING SHIT!!! I REALLY DON'T THINK THAT I CAN DEAL WITH THE STRESS ANY LONGER. I GOT OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP RECENTLY AND NOW, MY EX AND I AREN'T EVEN FRIENDS. IT FUCKING BLOWS!!!!! I KNOW, I AM BEING REALLY COLD HEARTED TOWARDS YOU JOE BUT I CAN'T HANDLE TALKING TO YOU ABOUT IN A NORMAL WAY ABOUT YOUR PROBLEM. I WISH I COULD JUST START DRINKING AGAIN BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE I FUCKING PROMISED YOU AND TAY THAT I WOULDN'T DRINK. IF ANYONE HAS A PROBLEM WITH MY POST FOR THE DAY, TELL ME SO I CAN EXPLAIN MYSELF LATER, BUT RIGHT NOW, I AM VERY CLOSE TO EITHER CUTTING SO DEEP THAT IT MIGHT KILL ME, DO SO MANY DRUGS TO RELAX ME, OR JUST DRINKING MYSELF TO SLEEP.