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[beaniesexybeast]

I are sad cause my family keeps on leaving me when I need them the most. My family keeps on going to places when I am sleeping but then, i wake up and they arent there. That is the worse feeling anyone could ever give me. I have a major issue with abandonment and they just don't understand. I wish for once that they were here so that I could at least have company while I am sick. I am all out of pain killers and my head aches keep coming back, stronger and stronger. All I want to do is sleep but its hard for someone to sleep when they have been sleeping all day. I just want to scream and let all my anger and frustration out but I can't cause my taunsils are to fucking sore. I think for once, I am going to cry about my sickness since that is the only thing I can do about it for the time being. I know I know, I sound like a stupid emo kid but it is all true.
still no hugs and kisses, I am unfortunately still sick