ewe .. um .. gross ..
so i had my tissue clipped off my cervix today. ha. sorry, just the grossest thing i've ever seen b4. then they took like a pipe cleaner thingy to it and scraped all the bad cells away. can u say gross? so the doc talks to me about cancer and says that no one should ever get cervical cancer from this but this is how it starts. so perhaps today i just saved myself today. bought myself another term, if i might use the analogy.
fuck this democracy. justice for all.
anyways so my cousin scott got put away for 90 days today. 19 frickin years old. dumbass. addict. baby. i'm so scared for him. but is suppose it is a feeling i am used to by now. enough putting up with it. there's no reason to change when your already the way you want to be. he needs different 'wants' and perhaps this is the best way to instill those desires in him. do it, get the fuck outta there and get the hell on with some kind of life. hmm, i guess we shall see.
anyways nice to see some of u again. bundle up, it's gettin chilly out there.
jill
fuck this democracy. justice for all.
anyways so my cousin scott got put away for 90 days today. 19 frickin years old. dumbass. addict. baby. i'm so scared for him. but is suppose it is a feeling i am used to by now. enough putting up with it. there's no reason to change when your already the way you want to be. he needs different 'wants' and perhaps this is the best way to instill those desires in him. do it, get the fuck outta there and get the hell on with some kind of life. hmm, i guess we shall see.
anyways nice to see some of u again. bundle up, it's gettin chilly out there.
jill