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What the fuck?
Who is ever gonna come swoop in and whisk me away into some far away land and live with me forever and ever and ever if I can't stop being SUCH A BITCH?
I think my life as I know it is over. Ever just wanna wipe the slate clean and start from scratch?
I really wish I wasn't such a democrat.
I kinda wish I wasn't an American. I don't even care where. I just want a new identity in a new place where no one knows me and I know NO ONE and I just have a chance to change this shell and everything that's threatening to spill out.
Everything in life that has actually meant something to me that I knew was there because it was something I NEEDED .. has been scared away by me.
I'm so fucking neurotic, but I'm no fucking psycho. I'm ready to tell everyone I know to forget my name and everything about me and pretend like I never came into their lives with all my pretentious bullshit.
Fuck me, I can't even come to grips with what has become my own reality. A reality which I have made .. for myself .. alone.
Who is ever gonna come swoop in and whisk me away into some far away land and live with me forever and ever and ever if I can't stop being SUCH A BITCH?
I think my life as I know it is over. Ever just wanna wipe the slate clean and start from scratch?
I really wish I wasn't such a democrat.
I kinda wish I wasn't an American. I don't even care where. I just want a new identity in a new place where no one knows me and I know NO ONE and I just have a chance to change this shell and everything that's threatening to spill out.
Everything in life that has actually meant something to me that I knew was there because it was something I NEEDED .. has been scared away by me.
I'm so fucking neurotic, but I'm no fucking psycho. I'm ready to tell everyone I know to forget my name and everything about me and pretend like I never came into their lives with all my pretentious bullshit.
Fuck me, I can't even come to grips with what has become my own reality. A reality which I have made .. for myself .. alone.