end of the Manhattan rope

[beanerman]

I've reached my limit at work.

I've also reached my limit on what I'm doing aside from work, which is a big fat nothing.

Its time to go back to school and really focus on it this time.

With that in mind, here is my plan: (I get to use bullets, yes!)

• Finish paying off my student loans
• Finish out my lease in Manhattan
• Apply for admission to KU
• Find a new job in Lawrnece
• MOVE
• Oh, and finally buy a car.
  

I'm pretty much done in Manhattan, I have no desire to go back to school here because I've grown comfortable, I know too many people and I wont be able to focus on school if I stay, aside from that I want to add a second major and the Spanish department at KU is topnotch, I should have just gone there and been done with it years ago, but now I've more or less relit the fuse, so its time to start making change. Good thing about Lawrence is that I already know where I am going to live and who with, and that part just makes me happy.

Work just irritates me now, I used to enjoy going to work but now its just a pain, I like almost everyone that I work with except for my immediate boss and a few select others. Its become morbid to me and I just cant take it anymore, but I need to stay there till at least my loans get paid off, which wont be till next May, ugh, but at least I wont have that to deal with when I move.

Its 5am and I have to be at work to do bar inventory in 3 hours, something I do extra that doesnt get recognized, like alot of other things I've done there in the last two and a half years. Believe you me I'm going to write a very stern letter when I finally do quit. It wont be pretty.

-M