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Oct 25, 2004 06:08

Arghness, its 5:31am and Miguel and his damn bouts of insomnia are starting to piss him off.

AND I AM STILL HOOKED ON THAT GODDAMN DESTINY'S CHILD SONG!!

Today (Sunday) was a pretty blah day, just hung out at Nick's all day, came home, went to the Union for the QSA Costume Party, and then went to see Sheila before she took off to head back to Hutchinson.

Friday Night: I went to a kegger at Grant's house, which was pretty small, low key, I like those kinds of parties. I'm beginning to wear from partying with the same people over at Dave's, dont get me wrong, I enjoy hanging out with everyone but sometimes this bitch needs a break, you know? Anyhow, I ran into Ally out there, seeing as how Grant went to Manhattan High, I guess she would know him and all, so I chatted with her, I had gotten into a mini tiff with Nickolas earlier that evening because he wanted me to go back to Wamego with him that night but I wanted to see my friends. The outcome: Justin, living in Rock Creek, took me back to Wamego because he owed me a favor, so I got to surprise AND scare the everloving shit out of my sleeping boyfriend at 3 in the morning. Needless to say it was a very nice surprise (according to him)

Anyhow, so Saturday we come back to town after he drives me around Wamego in his parents brand new Volkswagen Jetta, he was joking about stealing it and leaving his Camaro there, I think he should have done it, then I could brag about how hot my boyfriend is along with his hot car, it would be just total, total hotness

So, he dropped me off at home because I had to work that day, which, people, STOP ORDERING PIZZA! I was on the phones nonstop for like an hour and a half just taking orders from customers, it was insane. So as soon as I got off work, I took a pizza, killed about half of it (I was hungry!!) cleaned up and then was DD'd out to University Commons, monster Hawaiian Party over there, so many people I knew were there it was ungodly. Jungle Juice was the drink of the night, and a few beers towards the end of the night. I was Hoovering people left and right (which if you werent there, I had a vacuum attachment, which was quite phallic, and, well, lets just say that that attachment got alot of play) I got spanked multiple times with it and numerous people were violated with it.

Anyhow, this whole past weekend was spent solo, not in the boyfriend aspect, but that of the best friend, I didnt talk to him Thursday, Friday, or Saturday, I saw him for a bit tonight and that was it. I dunno, I like hearing from the closer people in my life, and not hearing from him at all kinda sucked. We had made plans to go to the Hawaiian Party together but he never showed up, some girls called him and apparently he was drunk off his ass at Rusty's, so that was that.

Homecoming Week starts tomorrow, lord save me, this is going to be a very busy and alcohol induced week for me, two functions AT LEAST for sure that have been planned in Aggieville. I might as well hook myself up to an IV of Alcohol and let that one go.

I was so bored tonight that I filled out my Absentee Ballot (Thanks to the marvelous ladies at the Riley County Clerks Office for making sure I got it) Chalk up another vote for Kerry

And... yeah. I feel like I neglect Nick because I dont talk about him much, so what can I say? We've been dating for almost 15 months, we lived together for 12 of them and just recently moved to our respectful addresses. Sometime's its stressful because as much as I would like to be more out than I am already, it takes time. My fraternity doesnt know (mainly because of the All Catholic premise) and neither does my family, with my family, it just seems that whenever I WANT to come out, something happens. Last year it was my sister's wedding, right on top of the holidays, and this year, my whole jail deal and my parents ensuing divorce issues have pushed that date back. Either way, I have decided that this summer is when its going to happen, I'm telling my parents before Pride (because I dont want to dread coming back from Pride to talk to my parents) and my fraternity will know by Summer Chapter, and based on that, I will a) Live as an out of house brother, or b) become Inactive and move out anyhow. A friend of mine from Delta Chi, Jason, and myself are in talks to find our own little homo haven here in town.

Back to Nick, yeah, 15 months. It seems like forever, but I love it when he sends me his sweet little text messages, or how he cracks his killer smile everytime he sees me. Or how I wake up with Nick's arms wrapped around me and the cats sleeping on my feet... okay, enough sappiness. Anyhow, we've been each other's support throughout the past year, deaths in the family, personal issues, friendship issues, relationship issues, we've been totally open towards each other, and thats why after this long, I still have him at my side. I have no shame saying that I am madly in love with Nickolas Brandon Appino

Okay, yeah, I have to stop that, talk about sappy.
I better get some fucking love,
Miguel
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