just one of those days...
I couldn't sleep last night. It was one of those nights where your mind just races through your worries, schedule (or lack of), and etc. My heart was beating so fast, and I couldn't stop thinking about my lack of income right now. Why can't I find a job? It's like: you work hard for 18+ years of school (and yes I'm not the only one who works hard) and now I have nothing to show for it. Maybe I'm going about it the wrong way, maybe Michigan can't afford one more person on the workforce, or maybe I'm not a desirable candidate. I just hate this. I always seemed to be in the right place at the right time for my other jobs but now I can't seem to be that lucky.
On the bright side, Scott and I just got an apartment in Novi and it is soooo great. People kept telling us "you should wait until you get married", "you're gonna hate each other when you move in together", blah blah BLAH! Scott's co-workers were the most of these comments, granted most of them are either divorced or on their second or third marriages. However, (and I hate to be such a brat when I say this) we have been just fine. The only thing I've bugged him about is to hang up his towels. Should this be harder?
I do miss my friends though. All of them. It has recently really hit me that I will never be stuck in 1340 EB until the wee hours of the morning, or go on a late night Gumby's/QD run. It makes me really sad. How can we want to graduate so bad during school and just want to go back in when it's over? Perhaps it's the "grass is greener on the other side" complex.
So that's my rambling of thoughts of the day. phew!
Pirates tonight! I'm SO excited.
On the bright side, Scott and I just got an apartment in Novi and it is soooo great. People kept telling us "you should wait until you get married", "you're gonna hate each other when you move in together", blah blah BLAH! Scott's co-workers were the most of these comments, granted most of them are either divorced or on their second or third marriages. However, (and I hate to be such a brat when I say this) we have been just fine. The only thing I've bugged him about is to hang up his towels. Should this be harder?
I do miss my friends though. All of them. It has recently really hit me that I will never be stuck in 1340 EB until the wee hours of the morning, or go on a late night Gumby's/QD run. It makes me really sad. How can we want to graduate so bad during school and just want to go back in when it's over? Perhaps it's the "grass is greener on the other side" complex.
So that's my rambling of thoughts of the day. phew!
Pirates tonight! I'm SO excited.