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hmm...its been awhile...but it seems like a good time to update....seeing vacation is finally coming! I'm soooo sick of school...and people...not my friends just people at school and on the roads...if you see me coming just get out of my way...hehee...jk....anyways...i can't wait until this weekend! a full weekend with my sister up at Assumption! WHOOHOO! oh...and i've got my roomies for next year! hahaha...miller and casssie! it'll be great...haha...i wonder what it would be like to have the three of us together! hahaha....anyways...it's going to be great....i'm kinda having second thoughts about which school to go to next year...i almost wish i had only applied to AC that way i wouldn't have to make the decision...i think i'm just afraid to make the wrong choice...and since i'm 5 for 5 right now and waiting for that last school to contact me...its really hard...and like ac has even given me the most money so far...and i'm happy about that...i don't know...i guess i'm just really confused...so hopefully this weekend will help me set my mind on AC...and get back with my sister....i haven't seen her in awhile...anyways...i think i've been a happier person lately...i don't know how i got so messed up before...and all depressed...i think the acceptances made me feel better and welcomed...and school hasn't been that bad this week...esp that we had that snow day....and like i feel like i've barely been in class...and tomorrow won't be any different....photography (basically free), free(mac won't be there), carons class is a debate, free, religion (basically free...5 people will be there), and then economics (carpenter better not do anything!!)....anyways....i guess i should get going and start my homework...i think i'm only going to work on the tempest and then tomorrow i'll write the letter for religion...i gotta write it to someone in my life who has passed away...its going to be tough...the last time i wrote to my grandfather i was like crying in class...it was quite funny...but i guess it just shows how much i still miss him...and it was nice to see that on my acceptance letter from st.mikes the president personally wrote me a little side note saying that from my essay my grandfather seemed like a great man...and that he was...i misss him soooo much...i wish i could see him at least one last time....and tell him that i love him and that i'm sorry for everything i did to hurt him....i just wish i could get a few minutes left with him...atleast i know that he is still watching over me and my family...and helping us everyday...but anyways...i gotta get going...i'm getting all mushy....if you all want to do something next week...i'm coming home like noonish on monday...so just give me a call