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My dad always said the Johnson last name was cursed... I'm starting to think thats true... Otherwise there really are people in this world that have everything fall at their feet with little to no effort and others that work and sweat and die trying with nothing to ever show for it. I hate that. I hate that someone can want something so bad, can try so hard to achieve it, and someone else come along and be like hmmm that would be fun and POOF it's theirs... For once I just want something to come easy, something to be mine without working for it, something to go right... I don't think that will ever happen. For some reason, my life just never works that way and for some reason the people I see usually are living that life. I hate people that do ridiculous things themselves, and make fun of me if I do one ridiculous thing. I just dont understand why people can't just leave me alone, let me live my own life and let me be happy. Stop mocking me, and let me be. I let you be, I let you do stupid stuff, I listen to you complain, why is there something wrong with me when I want the same?