(no subject)
I feel as if I am spinning and spinning with no chance of stopping. Have you ever had that feeling that you are so dizzy you might vomit or fall or die? Thats how life is making me feel at this moment. It seems as if I am so indecisive that I am ruining my own life by not being able to make up my mind what I want to do with it, teacher, lawyer, lawyer, teacher, take the class drop the class.... I need to make up my mind and I just don't know which to do. Both have their ups and downs but both make me happy, I just can't seem to pick one which is making me miserable. I am so frustrated with myself and the life I have made for myself that I can't concentrate on anything but. It's time to get my life together, set a goal and head for it. But only if I could stop spinning. All of this frustration brings me to money. I have none, I owe a lot of it, and I'm not making enough of it. Rent, Alpha Phi, Summer School, Credit Card bills, Parents who intend to be paid back... Everyone asking for money and I have none... Sometime's I just don't know what to do. I feel lost and broken.