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So I had a date with a hot Russian the other night. He took me out for dinner and drinks. I can't believe how cute this guy is. I totally felt like Miranda in Sex and the City when she was dating the hot cop or when she was dieting the cute gym guy. I mean, the waitress was flirting with him... which totally made me laugh. But he kissed me outside of the restaurant. It was a nice kiss, a bit much for a first date, but ok that's fine. There were no fireworks but I'm willing to give it another go! hehe! We'll see what happens when we go out tomorrow! My only question is does he want to date me or just fuck me... I can't tell.
This whole dieting thing is just funny to me. Yes I'm looking for something long term. I want to get married and have babies and a nice home and stuff... hell I’m getting old! but I'm not going to settle. I want the fireworks. I want the passion. I want love that makes me catch my breath. Is that too much to ask for? So this is why I date people. I'm trying people on for size: Just right in the "loves me" department but waaay to tight in the needy area (cutting off the circulation). Really good kisser... Really bad in bed. Fun artist type... waaaay too young. Where is my just right?
What else?
Bowling with Kayla is fun as always. I even beat her on one of the strings! heh! I'M THE BEST BOWLER IN THE WOOOOOORRRRLLLLLDDDDD! (Cue Kayla's cringe) Unfortunately I broke a nail! God damn it!
And now I'm heading off to work until 5 AM oh man! Somebody kill me now! The upside is making plans with my sister for tomorrow. I love her sooo much! She one of my best friends. I love that she likes to hang out at my house and with my friends and most of all with me!
This whole dieting thing is just funny to me. Yes I'm looking for something long term. I want to get married and have babies and a nice home and stuff... hell I’m getting old! but I'm not going to settle. I want the fireworks. I want the passion. I want love that makes me catch my breath. Is that too much to ask for? So this is why I date people. I'm trying people on for size: Just right in the "loves me" department but waaay to tight in the needy area (cutting off the circulation). Really good kisser... Really bad in bed. Fun artist type... waaaay too young. Where is my just right?
What else?
Bowling with Kayla is fun as always. I even beat her on one of the strings! heh! I'M THE BEST BOWLER IN THE WOOOOOORRRRLLLLLDDDDD! (Cue Kayla's cringe) Unfortunately I broke a nail! God damn it!
And now I'm heading off to work until 5 AM oh man! Somebody kill me now! The upside is making plans with my sister for tomorrow. I love her sooo much! She one of my best friends. I love that she likes to hang out at my house and with my friends and most of all with me!