Bad guy...

[bean99]

Am I the bad guy?
I'm not perfect, but you have to understand...
Everything I ever do is solely for you
Every move I make...
Every thought I think... Everything...

Are you the bad guy?
I don't blame you for the way you feel.
It's hard, I know...
But is it so hard to think about me?
To think about how I feel?

So many sleepless nights;
the cold cruely bites
as I try to find a way
to make it all go away

But to what avail?
I can't get you to see
that I need only desire one thing from you...
To treat me with the respect and kindess that once lifted my soul

It's still there, I know it
But yet I still search
only to find the fire inside your words
and the sting behind your peircing eyes

I'm not going to give up
There was once someone inside of you
That I held dear...
Someone I didn't have to fear...

I'll only push forward to suffer
to let your words scorch my heart
only to find the answer to the riddle...
Where are you?