Jan 13, 2003 01:15
I cryed today cuz I heard that my dog may be in bad shape. That her medicine is slowy killing her and her seizures may be getting worse. I just wish I could be home with poor Dixie. I'm not a very religous person and at times I don't know if there is a God, but all I know is that it's not fucking fair. I just wish I could cure Dixie, and that I wouldn't have to worry about her having this problem. She's a good dog and she doesn't deserve what she is going through. At least my family has given her a good life so far, a better one than she would have had in Alabama. I picked her out of a barrel, poor thing. I just hope that she hangs on and she just gets better all of a sudden. It may sound silly that I could be so upset over a dog, but I can't help it, I love animals, especially that dog. To me she is like part of the family. Every time I come home she's always the first to greet me. Don't worry though cuz I'm sure she be alright for a while cuz she's tough. Ok well I have got to try to go to sleep cuz I have a morning class, yeah it sucks. Sorry about the down note, Hopefully tomorrow I'll have something more cheerfull to tell you. Goodnight, laters