I am barely breathing. I can't find the air
There are points in my life that are marked by songs. You could say they're the soundtrack of my life. Only it's an organic soundtrack. Most of the time I hear a song that makes me go "hey, that reminds me of the time I..." or I attach a song to a moment because it is what was playing at the time; like the first song I slow danced to, or the one that was playing when I lost my virginity. The songs on my organic soundtrack are songs that often come out of nowhere. I suddenly start hearing all over the place and slowly I realize they're telling the story of my life as it is playing out.
When My Ex husband and I were in the first stages of breaking up Madonna's Frozen was all over the place. Linkin Park's In The End was popping up all over when I finally got up the courage to file for divorce. In fact, it was playing on MTV when I actually filled out the papers.
Two days ago Dunkan Sheik's Barely Breathing came on the radio. I haven't heard this song in years. I've always thought it was just okay. I don't think much of it. Later that day I heard it while on hold for dispatch. I heard it on the radio again the next day. Today I found the video on On Demand. I don't really believe in coincidence, so I looked up the lyrics, downloaded the song. Hot damn, it's this moment in my life to a T. Gives me chills to think about it.
In totally unrelated news, my copy of HP7 arrived yesterday. I still haven't opened it. The book I mean, I opened the package and took the book out, but I decided I can't start reading it until I finish the book that I am currently reading. The problem is, I haven't been in the mood to read yesterday or today
When My Ex husband and I were in the first stages of breaking up Madonna's Frozen was all over the place. Linkin Park's In The End was popping up all over when I finally got up the courage to file for divorce. In fact, it was playing on MTV when I actually filled out the papers.
Two days ago Dunkan Sheik's Barely Breathing came on the radio. I haven't heard this song in years. I've always thought it was just okay. I don't think much of it. Later that day I heard it while on hold for dispatch. I heard it on the radio again the next day. Today I found the video on On Demand. I don't really believe in coincidence, so I looked up the lyrics, downloaded the song. Hot damn, it's this moment in my life to a T. Gives me chills to think about it.
In totally unrelated news, my copy of HP7 arrived yesterday. I still haven't opened it. The book I mean, I opened the package and took the book out, but I decided I can't start reading it until I finish the book that I am currently reading. The problem is, I haven't been in the mood to read yesterday or today