what a n00b
i feel much better today. yesterday, despite being hella depressed and emotional, i still managed to do some work, and for that i'm proud of myself.
today, i acted like a n00b. (is that term even used nowadays?) i didn't have goggles for chem lab today, so i had to walk to the other side of campus to buy some at the bookstore, only to find out they didn't have any. i went to lab and told the instructor and he said if i can at least get a face shield i can participate in lab. so i walked my ass all the way back to the bookstore and back, and was let into lab. but then i was reprimanded for wearing shorts. really? no goggles and shorts for lab? who am i?
i don't feel too bad today, though. i woke up early enough to go to the gym, watered my plants, packed me some snacks, and got to school on time. i was familiar with the lecture material, so no anxiety there. then after lunch, i managed to find a shady bench and took a 20 min nap. winning! now i'm in the library to study for three hours until they close. cheers.