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[beajcrazylikeme]

I've been through the wall.
I've seen it all.
You've done so much to bring me down.
I continue to be in pain.
But there is nothing for me here.
Leave it all behind.
Broken down to something small.
How can you be so you.
I'm such a child.
The beauty of the peace hidden inside.
Nothing ever mattered at all.
Why should it,down here on the ground.
It all seemed better, until left behind.
Mistakes over,an over again.
I'll never be the same.
Can't change the events.
Only wish I could smile one last time.
Before everything is gone away.
Slowly moving off into the ditance.
Leaving only a spec of dirt.
A reminder of everything that once was.
No longer a present but a dreadful past.
Close my eyes, and wonder why.
Only thing I see is dark.
To me it is normal.
Red covering the world.
For this will be the last to see.
Broken down for being weak.
I don't hide how I feel.
I just embrace the pain, and show it all today.
Don't you know I am no longer me.
I have become a beast chained.
Someday you will see the truth.
But for now I will ride this wave, and flow to the edge.
Where I will stand, to believe ,
Everything will be ok.