Nov 14, 2004 23:20
The game is now continueing.
I am so sad to be here in this world.
I can't explain anything I do.
I always just go a long.
but now I sit here depressed.
What else is new.
I feel like I should not be here.
I don't care what you have to say.
This is me, not you.
Sometimes I wish you would let me be.
Don't try and understand.
It just makes me feel I am doing wrong.
I don't pretend anymore.
I show my emotions to forward now.
I only make others mad.
I just want to be me.
I do things which are mistakes.
I can never explain nor make up for what I have done.
I'll just sit here.
Only wishing to do what I really want.
I am far from being perfect.
I will never think of myself as being good loooking.
I will never think of myself as being a good friend.
I am just me, but you will never see.
Only see what is on my arms.
But that is wrong, but I no longer have control.
I am just a single person just only trying to live.
Not die, I want to go further and beyond.
Let me live, let me die.
Just let this person be.