in which i resign myself to contributing to society
All right! After a few weeks of self-pity and despair I rolled up the ol' metaphorical sleeves and got down to business.
When I talked to Carlie about all the ungood stuff and all the feeling bad that I am literally accomplishing nothing, she said that she's pretty sure I deserve a break after killing myself with full-time studentry and a 30-hour work week and I guess she was right. Once I decided that this is a break and not permanent blah to suffer for the rest of my life, the awesome broke through all the gray clouds.
So today I applied for a slew of jobs and finished my application to Columbia College Chicago, and made a to-do list which always makes me feel better.
Tuesday I'm touring the school and hopefully my brother comes through w/ the nepotism so I can make w/ the job at Best Buy. Hooray!
When I talked to Carlie about all the ungood stuff and all the feeling bad that I am literally accomplishing nothing, she said that she's pretty sure I deserve a break after killing myself with full-time studentry and a 30-hour work week and I guess she was right. Once I decided that this is a break and not permanent blah to suffer for the rest of my life, the awesome broke through all the gray clouds.
So today I applied for a slew of jobs and finished my application to Columbia College Chicago, and made a to-do list which always makes me feel better.
Tuesday I'm touring the school and hopefully my brother comes through w/ the nepotism so I can make w/ the job at Best Buy. Hooray!