"I promise u that wen ur old nd gray u can look bak nd have NO REGRETS"
today was an odd day. i guess i had a lot on my mind, yeaaa about pretty much anything you can think of.
after school i came home and then went to wrk. i was soo excieted to go b/c i knew johnny was gonna come visit me like he always does b/c he is the bestest guy in the whole wide world, but besides that it was starting to get late at wrk and i was getting worried. He finally showed up at like 8:30 wen i was due to get off at 9. i wasnt mad or angry at all i was concered... espeacailly wen i saw the look on his face. i knew something horrible happened. he had told me that it was his daddy's b-day and that he came home from wrk finding a note on his dooring saying that his dad got rushed to the hospital b/c he had a heart attack. Johnny then told me that he probably isnt gonna make it b/c they already had to bring him bac to life once before and now its happening again but worse this time. Johnny also had more bad news that he had gotten layed off from his wrk b/c his job had to cut ppl b/c they needed more money or some crazy shit like that. this really sucks. i wish i could do something for him. wen he saw me at wrk he dropped of part of a note he wrote for valentine's day to give to me. it's an amazing letter. gosh i never had so much mixed emotions before. sad tears then happy tears. its crazy. i wish johnny didnt have to go through half the things he goes through. he doesnt deserve it at all. he is to much of a good person for all of this to happen too. i hated seeing that look in his eyes of pain. it tore me apart. he told me that he was afraid to tell me that he got layed off b/c he thought i would leave him and i told him i'm not going ne where b/c honestly i never wanna leave him. i wanna help him get through all this stuff rather then jsut not be there for him. i just want things to get better for him and for things to be less hard for him. bad news.
god i love this man to much to let ne stupid rumors that are goin around about me or whos talking behind my back or even whos planning wat...bother me. i dont feel like dealing with all this "high school drama" b/c i kno it will all fade away. and i cant wait for that moment. so talk about me all you want, spread rumors that arent even true, make lies, do w/e b/c you dont have much time left and besides you dont kno the real me ne ways. Be my guest and have fun! hehe ;)
well i gotta run...
~Elyse <33
i love you johnny...ur my everything
p.s o0o yeahh great song ------------>
Jump by Simple Plan
I don’t wanna wake up today
Cuz every day’s the same
And I’ve been waiting so long
For things to change
I’m sick of this town, sick of my job
Sick of my friends cause everyone’s jaded
Sick of this place, I wanna break free
I’m so frustrated
I just wanna jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think about tomorrow (jump)
I just don’t care tonight
I just wanna jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think about my sorrow
Let’s go, whoa
Forget your problems
I just wanna jump
I don’t wanna wake up one day
And find out it’s too late
To do all the things I wanna do
So I’m gonna pack up my bags
I’m never coming back
Cuz the years are passing by
And I’m wasting all my t-t-time
I’m sick of this house, sick of being broke,
Sick of this town that’s bringing me down
I’m sick of this place, I wanna break free,
I’m so frustrated
I just wanna jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think about tomorrow (jump)
I just don’t care tonight
I just wanna jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think my sorrow
Let’s go, whoa
Forget your problems
I just wanna jump
I just wanna jump
I can’t take it anymore
I can’t take it anymore
I can’t take it anymore
Forget tomorrow
I just wanna jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think about tomorrow (jump)
I just don’t care tonight
I just wanna jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think my sorrow
Let’s go, whoa
Forget your problems
Time to let them go
Whoa
Forget tomorrow
I just wanna jump (jump)
I just wanna jump (jump)
Yeah
I just wanna jump (jump)
I just wanna jump
after school i came home and then went to wrk. i was soo excieted to go b/c i knew johnny was gonna come visit me like he always does b/c he is the bestest guy in the whole wide world, but besides that it was starting to get late at wrk and i was getting worried. He finally showed up at like 8:30 wen i was due to get off at 9. i wasnt mad or angry at all i was concered... espeacailly wen i saw the look on his face. i knew something horrible happened. he had told me that it was his daddy's b-day and that he came home from wrk finding a note on his dooring saying that his dad got rushed to the hospital b/c he had a heart attack. Johnny then told me that he probably isnt gonna make it b/c they already had to bring him bac to life once before and now its happening again but worse this time. Johnny also had more bad news that he had gotten layed off from his wrk b/c his job had to cut ppl b/c they needed more money or some crazy shit like that. this really sucks. i wish i could do something for him. wen he saw me at wrk he dropped of part of a note he wrote for valentine's day to give to me. it's an amazing letter. gosh i never had so much mixed emotions before. sad tears then happy tears. its crazy. i wish johnny didnt have to go through half the things he goes through. he doesnt deserve it at all. he is to much of a good person for all of this to happen too. i hated seeing that look in his eyes of pain. it tore me apart. he told me that he was afraid to tell me that he got layed off b/c he thought i would leave him and i told him i'm not going ne where b/c honestly i never wanna leave him. i wanna help him get through all this stuff rather then jsut not be there for him. i just want things to get better for him and for things to be less hard for him. bad news.
god i love this man to much to let ne stupid rumors that are goin around about me or whos talking behind my back or even whos planning wat...bother me. i dont feel like dealing with all this "high school drama" b/c i kno it will all fade away. and i cant wait for that moment. so talk about me all you want, spread rumors that arent even true, make lies, do w/e b/c you dont have much time left and besides you dont kno the real me ne ways. Be my guest and have fun! hehe ;)
well i gotta run...
~Elyse <33
i love you johnny...ur my everything
p.s o0o yeahh great song ------------>
Jump by Simple Plan
I don’t wanna wake up today
Cuz every day’s the same
And I’ve been waiting so long
For things to change
I’m sick of this town, sick of my job
Sick of my friends cause everyone’s jaded
Sick of this place, I wanna break free
I’m so frustrated
I just wanna jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think about tomorrow (jump)
I just don’t care tonight
I just wanna jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think about my sorrow
Let’s go, whoa
Forget your problems
I just wanna jump
I don’t wanna wake up one day
And find out it’s too late
To do all the things I wanna do
So I’m gonna pack up my bags
I’m never coming back
Cuz the years are passing by
And I’m wasting all my t-t-time
I’m sick of this house, sick of being broke,
Sick of this town that’s bringing me down
I’m sick of this place, I wanna break free,
I’m so frustrated
I just wanna jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think about tomorrow (jump)
I just don’t care tonight
I just wanna jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think my sorrow
Let’s go, whoa
Forget your problems
I just wanna jump
I just wanna jump
I can’t take it anymore
I can’t take it anymore
I can’t take it anymore
Forget tomorrow
I just wanna jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think about tomorrow (jump)
I just don’t care tonight
I just wanna jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think my sorrow
Let’s go, whoa
Forget your problems
Time to let them go
Whoa
Forget tomorrow
I just wanna jump (jump)
I just wanna jump (jump)
Yeah
I just wanna jump (jump)
I just wanna jump