Dec 14, 2004 10:32
as you can tell yesturday wasnt the bestest day i ever had, but ya kno everyone has those types of days. Thank god for my friends for helpin me through it all and making me feeling like i was worth sumthing in the end.
Well ne ways my mom let me stay home from school today. i told her that my head was killing me and that i just needed a day to breathe and get away from everything. i am glad she agreed to let me stay. i thanked her and all. i was surprised ya kno? but i am not gonna push my luck lol.
Johnny was amazing like sweet on the phone last nite. gosh i never knew ne one could even feel that way bout ne one. its crazy. i think he is crazy, his friends think he is crazy and give him a bunch of shit for hangin out with a "16" yr old. but w.e. he really wants to go out with me, and last nite he asked me if i were to meet another guy if i would go on a date with him or w.e i told him yea i would b/c i dont have a b/f and i dont want one i am just gonna let lose and c wat happens. and i told him that i am not gonna go out looking for guys, just if they happen to come find me...ya kno? He sed that he doesnt wanna hold me bac from ne thing. This guy is awesome. He completly understands me and agrees with it. its like omg whoa this guy...hmmm i duno even kno how to explain it. well i could go on and on bout him b/c he is soo amazing. but i dont wanna bore ne one so i guess i will go do my lab report now. byez hehe
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~ Elyse