hola
so i was going thru my computer and found a buncha crazy ole things =P lol thought id share
I updated in bold lol, now yall can get a lil deeper look on the generality of my life lol
"My name is Amanda Renéé Oliver but most of my friends call me Mandy. I was born on December 27, 1986.
I just recently turned 18. I was born and grew up in Fort Lauderdale, Florida. I moved to Michigan when
I was about six years old. I went to Fischer Elementary in Dearborn but moved when it got shut down and
went to Schweitzer Elementary for the rest of elementary school. In elementary school I was a D.A.R.E.
Superstar and traveled to different schools, reading my award winning speach to stop alcoholism and drug
abuse. I then went to Stevenson Middle School for grades six through eight. Throughtout middle school,
I played the violin for three years.For highschool, I went to Wayne Memorial. During my highschool years
I played Varsity Soccer (which I received awards such as MVP and Midfielder of the year), I was on the
Varsity Dance team, and I also did Varsity Cheerleading. Cheerleading was my favorite sport.I took dance lessons for about four
years, it's one of my favorite things to do. In highschool I also played on a summer soccer league and as well was a part of the Spanish Club. I have taken about four years of spanish. I love speaking it whenever I can and learning new words. My favorite vacation spot is Phoenix, Arizona. I go there about three times a year.It's a place I can go to escape my problems and the world. I love hot weather, beaches,sand, and the sun. Some of my favorite things to do at my house is sing on my karaoke machine, play my guitar, and watch my two favorite tv stations (The Discovery Health Channel and Animal Planet). Ever since I was a little girl,my dream job was to be a surgeon. After highly thinking it over, I realized that I wouldn't have time for a family in my future with a job as a surgeon, and family is something that is really important to me, so I've decided to just be the secondary best and aim towards being a surgical nurse. I love to help people, especially people that can not do things for themselves. My father used to have a brain injury from being in a really serious car accident. He was told he would never be able to walk again. I would always help him out and encourage him to have the strength to walk again. He did, and that was the best feeling ever. Sadly, my father started driving again and got into another serious car accident, one that ended his life. I will never forget the day I was told my dad was dead. It's hard growing up without someone to call "Daddy". I think a lot of what I have gone through in life has made me a stronger person, even though I do still have my weak moments. My grandmother was diagnosed with Alzheimer's disease a few years back. She lost all her memory, including her ability to recognize people. I worked with her and tried to give her back as much as I could. I ended up being the only person she would know by name. I even got her reading again. Helping her was the best feeling in the world, and I know it meant a lot for her as well. Shortly after my grandmother passed away, my grandfather got dangerously ill with pneuomonia. I, as well, had to help him a lot because he was so sick
that there wasn't much he could do for himself. Shortly after he was hospitalized, he passed away, almost exactly one year after my grandmother did. Every year things get harder for me, but it makes me push myself and strive to be strong and keep on going with things. Feeling the way I did helping my dad, grandmother, and grandfather made me realize just how much I loved helping people and seeing them smile because of me. I loved giving people hope at some of the darkest times of their lives. I liked showing them that somebody cares for them. This encouraged me to become a nurse. Right now I am currently registering to take a Nursing Aide Certification exam so I can become a CNA. (I passed my CNA test and am now a Certified Nurse Assistant in the state of Michigan =) ) I am also, obviously, in my first year of school at Schoolcraft Community College.
Some random things about me are that I love cherries, I'm crazy for beaches, my favorite thing to do is fish, i wanna hold a snake, i hate steak,i cry at just about every movie, i love green shirts, and my dream is to pet a moose. Unlike most people my age, I've never been in love. I'd say that I have the worst luck with finding a dedicated boyfriend, therefore I am very picky and cautious when it comes to guys. (I currently have the most amazing boyfriend in the world, in fact the first guy ive ever spoken those 3 words "I Love You" to!! Alexander John Provenzano. He has become my world and shows me what it's like to be loved and give love in return. Yes, I am DEEPLY in love with him and hope to stay with him FOREVER) . I do have my share of fears, but I try to face them and not let them control me. I love to work out and stay active. The most important people to me are my best friends, although I as well have had the worst luck with finding true friends that last more than a couple years. I learned that in this world there is only one person you should depend on, one person you should never turn your back on, and one person that's the only true friend you have, yourself. I am a very positive and hard working girl. I am very deep and emotional at times. I let out my feelings by writing poetry. I've had four poems published in poetry books and one published in the Detroit Newspaper. My favorite kind of music is punk because it seems to have the most feeling put into it. I love music and I especially love songs for their lyrics, not their beat. I strive to be the best that I can be and I don't let people get me down or stop be from trying my best. I live by the quote, "Don't let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.""
...lol silly, but i thought id share.
how bout this?? hahaha..
"But I'm such a wreck
And I wish I could pick up all my pieces & move on
But I dont want to
I dont wanna get gone
So Ill let this pain like no other eat at me
As it tears me apart from inside to out
Look in the mirror and all i see is imperfections
I remain silent but inside i scream
I cant feel anymore
Alone in this world full of ppl
Shattered by darkness
You ripped my heart out
...Would u just give it back?
You shouldnt take what isnt yours?
but then again it is yours
It belongs to u
its i that need to let go
coz whats gone isnt coming back
I wish i had the strength
to walk away"
wow thats so old, i have so many random things like these i wrote hahaha they suck so good...
"Another night I'll Lay awake in bed
Aimlessly staring at the ceiling......
And i kno that if i fall asleep, that when i awake
Somehow ill hate the painful reality of the mornings light
crashing over my dreams of u
i cant feel anymore.
My eyes will fight to capture my falling tears tonight"
anyways im bored. and I Love You Alex
I updated in bold lol, now yall can get a lil deeper look on the generality of my life lol
"My name is Amanda Renéé Oliver but most of my friends call me Mandy. I was born on December 27, 1986.
I just recently turned 18. I was born and grew up in Fort Lauderdale, Florida. I moved to Michigan when
I was about six years old. I went to Fischer Elementary in Dearborn but moved when it got shut down and
went to Schweitzer Elementary for the rest of elementary school. In elementary school I was a D.A.R.E.
Superstar and traveled to different schools, reading my award winning speach to stop alcoholism and drug
abuse. I then went to Stevenson Middle School for grades six through eight. Throughtout middle school,
I played the violin for three years.For highschool, I went to Wayne Memorial. During my highschool years
I played Varsity Soccer (which I received awards such as MVP and Midfielder of the year), I was on the
Varsity Dance team, and I also did Varsity Cheerleading. Cheerleading was my favorite sport.I took dance lessons for about four
years, it's one of my favorite things to do. In highschool I also played on a summer soccer league and as well was a part of the Spanish Club. I have taken about four years of spanish. I love speaking it whenever I can and learning new words. My favorite vacation spot is Phoenix, Arizona. I go there about three times a year.It's a place I can go to escape my problems and the world. I love hot weather, beaches,sand, and the sun. Some of my favorite things to do at my house is sing on my karaoke machine, play my guitar, and watch my two favorite tv stations (The Discovery Health Channel and Animal Planet). Ever since I was a little girl,my dream job was to be a surgeon. After highly thinking it over, I realized that I wouldn't have time for a family in my future with a job as a surgeon, and family is something that is really important to me, so I've decided to just be the secondary best and aim towards being a surgical nurse. I love to help people, especially people that can not do things for themselves. My father used to have a brain injury from being in a really serious car accident. He was told he would never be able to walk again. I would always help him out and encourage him to have the strength to walk again. He did, and that was the best feeling ever. Sadly, my father started driving again and got into another serious car accident, one that ended his life. I will never forget the day I was told my dad was dead. It's hard growing up without someone to call "Daddy". I think a lot of what I have gone through in life has made me a stronger person, even though I do still have my weak moments. My grandmother was diagnosed with Alzheimer's disease a few years back. She lost all her memory, including her ability to recognize people. I worked with her and tried to give her back as much as I could. I ended up being the only person she would know by name. I even got her reading again. Helping her was the best feeling in the world, and I know it meant a lot for her as well. Shortly after my grandmother passed away, my grandfather got dangerously ill with pneuomonia. I, as well, had to help him a lot because he was so sick
that there wasn't much he could do for himself. Shortly after he was hospitalized, he passed away, almost exactly one year after my grandmother did. Every year things get harder for me, but it makes me push myself and strive to be strong and keep on going with things. Feeling the way I did helping my dad, grandmother, and grandfather made me realize just how much I loved helping people and seeing them smile because of me. I loved giving people hope at some of the darkest times of their lives. I liked showing them that somebody cares for them. This encouraged me to become a nurse. Right now I am currently registering to take a Nursing Aide Certification exam so I can become a CNA. (I passed my CNA test and am now a Certified Nurse Assistant in the state of Michigan =) ) I am also, obviously, in my first year of school at Schoolcraft Community College.
Some random things about me are that I love cherries, I'm crazy for beaches, my favorite thing to do is fish, i wanna hold a snake, i hate steak,i cry at just about every movie, i love green shirts, and my dream is to pet a moose. Unlike most people my age, I've never been in love. I'd say that I have the worst luck with finding a dedicated boyfriend, therefore I am very picky and cautious when it comes to guys. (I currently have the most amazing boyfriend in the world, in fact the first guy ive ever spoken those 3 words "I Love You" to!! Alexander John Provenzano. He has become my world and shows me what it's like to be loved and give love in return. Yes, I am DEEPLY in love with him and hope to stay with him FOREVER) . I do have my share of fears, but I try to face them and not let them control me. I love to work out and stay active. The most important people to me are my best friends, although I as well have had the worst luck with finding true friends that last more than a couple years. I learned that in this world there is only one person you should depend on, one person you should never turn your back on, and one person that's the only true friend you have, yourself. I am a very positive and hard working girl. I am very deep and emotional at times. I let out my feelings by writing poetry. I've had four poems published in poetry books and one published in the Detroit Newspaper. My favorite kind of music is punk because it seems to have the most feeling put into it. I love music and I especially love songs for their lyrics, not their beat. I strive to be the best that I can be and I don't let people get me down or stop be from trying my best. I live by the quote, "Don't let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.""
...lol silly, but i thought id share.
how bout this?? hahaha..
"But I'm such a wreck
And I wish I could pick up all my pieces & move on
But I dont want to
I dont wanna get gone
So Ill let this pain like no other eat at me
As it tears me apart from inside to out
Look in the mirror and all i see is imperfections
I remain silent but inside i scream
I cant feel anymore
Alone in this world full of ppl
Shattered by darkness
You ripped my heart out
...Would u just give it back?
You shouldnt take what isnt yours?
but then again it is yours
It belongs to u
its i that need to let go
coz whats gone isnt coming back
I wish i had the strength
to walk away"
wow thats so old, i have so many random things like these i wrote hahaha they suck so good...
"Another night I'll Lay awake in bed
Aimlessly staring at the ceiling......
And i kno that if i fall asleep, that when i awake
Somehow ill hate the painful reality of the mornings light
crashing over my dreams of u
i cant feel anymore.
My eyes will fight to capture my falling tears tonight"
anyways im bored. and I Love You Alex