Bjoern broke up with me
Today's the 2nd March. Bjoern broke up with me today, around 2pm. We never fell in love. He blinked first. I had tickets to see him in Fiji, and leave. That's easily re-arranged. And I'm glad that I'm no longer at risk from making a very stupid decision to move for him.
Skype cut out while we were talking. 12 minutes.
I used it as an opportunity to turn Skype off. And then after calling Jen to come over (which she did, straight away), I turned my phone off. Anneke came some time later. Both girls have hugged me and cared for me all day long.
I will be okay. I'm just getting sick of this, you know? I'm sick of the game. I'm sick of the effort. I'm sick of having to attract, maintain, in the hopes one day someone will marry me.
I'm sick of it. But at the moment, I'm a bit heartsick.
Skype cut out while we were talking. 12 minutes.
I used it as an opportunity to turn Skype off. And then after calling Jen to come over (which she did, straight away), I turned my phone off. Anneke came some time later. Both girls have hugged me and cared for me all day long.
I will be okay. I'm just getting sick of this, you know? I'm sick of the game. I'm sick of the effort. I'm sick of having to attract, maintain, in the hopes one day someone will marry me.
I'm sick of it. But at the moment, I'm a bit heartsick.