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wow, brasil is the best place in the whole world! today is the first day im back and i feel so out of place, my best friend moved away and now i drive by her house and shes not there, over in brasil i could just walk a couple blocks to a bar and hangout with friends, everyone is so social over there, they have more friends they seem so much more free. Drinking age is 18 over there but they dont abuse it over there, i dunno i just feel at home in brasil. Im more outgoing, fun, a happier person over there....why did i have to come back i feel like i have nothing here to look for, i feel empty, lost, i dont have anyone......guy over there come up to you and talk and their ALOT hotter too lol, but thats not the point over here all i seem to attract and fall for are assholes. i just dont feel happy at home, shouldnt i be happy that im home after a long time? but i dont i feel alot more out of place and i feel sad like ive left my REAL home... jessica how i wish u were here for me to comeover and tell you everything that happened, laugh, cry... i know i sound selfish but i need you jess soo badley, u complete me jess , yah sounds cheesy but thats how i feel..best friends dont come along so easily, but im coming to hawaii in dec. and i wont let go of you ur coming back with me! lol.... well what can i do, but as soon as im old enough im getting out of this shit unless someone comes along and keeps me here,
im bored anyone wanna come chill with me or take me anywhere....call the cell