i though it was all good...
as of now.. this year has gotten to be from good to worse to worser. if thats even a word.
my dad left us today.
he couldnt live at home anymore due to my mom. yay i cried and it hurts so much to see my dad leave our family. as my mom puts it "abandon" us. she says all he needs is time, but my dad is lookin for some places in boca. so right now things arent good. my mom is taken it well she hasnt talked about it all day well since this afternoon when she found out. my dad told me if wasnt my fault at all and that he loves me. and that he will call us tomorrow.
i on the other hand, left around 10 to come home and cry. yet i found my grandma there cleanin the house. i cried for 2 hours with her and she told me that the love just isnt there anymore. moms career has shot off in one direction...dads alcohol problem went another.
right now i cant cry anymore yet i want to just ball. mom put dads stuff outside the house tonite and told him to come get it later tonight when we are asleep. the wedding pictures are all down and its empty in the house. i love my dad so much i hate it to be like this before thanksgiving. i went to work and talked to my manager about it and she talked to me for 30 minutes. i love my manager and idk where id be with out her.
idk whats gonna happen with our family. maybe its for the better i guess.
my dad left us today.
he couldnt live at home anymore due to my mom. yay i cried and it hurts so much to see my dad leave our family. as my mom puts it "abandon" us. she says all he needs is time, but my dad is lookin for some places in boca. so right now things arent good. my mom is taken it well she hasnt talked about it all day well since this afternoon when she found out. my dad told me if wasnt my fault at all and that he loves me. and that he will call us tomorrow.
i on the other hand, left around 10 to come home and cry. yet i found my grandma there cleanin the house. i cried for 2 hours with her and she told me that the love just isnt there anymore. moms career has shot off in one direction...dads alcohol problem went another.
right now i cant cry anymore yet i want to just ball. mom put dads stuff outside the house tonite and told him to come get it later tonight when we are asleep. the wedding pictures are all down and its empty in the house. i love my dad so much i hate it to be like this before thanksgiving. i went to work and talked to my manager about it and she talked to me for 30 minutes. i love my manager and idk where id be with out her.
idk whats gonna happen with our family. maybe its for the better i guess.