growing up
For the past few months I have had to re-evaluate my life, my decisions, choices, friends, family, school, etc. People tell me I have changed. Different people see me in different ways, but under it all there is a story that no one knows, well 3 people know but thats it. Those 3 people are who I consider my true friends. Sadly, two of them live back in Worcester, leaving me here with one true friend who I value more then life itself. I can talk to her about anything. I know that if I ever need her, she would be there in a heartbeat for me.
Before I had two of those people, even three, but things have changed. Nothing is the same anymore.
I knew going into senior year that a lot would change, but I never realized how much. I knew I had changed mentally and emotionally but I was still going to be the same old me. Well that didnt work too well since the people whom I thought were my friends decided that the old me wasnt good enough. And that the new me was just as bad if not worse...
I cant wait to graduate. High School was fun while it lasted, but its time to get away from the old and in with the new. I know in the long run who my true friends are, that I made the right decesions, and followed the path to success.
To you three who know the real me, thank-you for everything. I dont know what I would do without you. You truly have been the best blessing in my life. One that has helped me through it all. I love you.
To the rest reading this sorry for my ramblings. I had to write it all down.
Before I had two of those people, even three, but things have changed. Nothing is the same anymore.
I knew going into senior year that a lot would change, but I never realized how much. I knew I had changed mentally and emotionally but I was still going to be the same old me. Well that didnt work too well since the people whom I thought were my friends decided that the old me wasnt good enough. And that the new me was just as bad if not worse...
I cant wait to graduate. High School was fun while it lasted, but its time to get away from the old and in with the new. I know in the long run who my true friends are, that I made the right decesions, and followed the path to success.
To you three who know the real me, thank-you for everything. I dont know what I would do without you. You truly have been the best blessing in my life. One that has helped me through it all. I love you.
To the rest reading this sorry for my ramblings. I had to write it all down.