Aug 21, 2005 21:46
Have just been visited by my good coastie friend from 2-1 (obviously that would be Baby Barrett). Such a funny person. He always made everyone laugh at the Academy for the short, nine day indoc thereby getting everyone in trouble...shit, it was worth it. He was known as the baby there because he always needed help with everything and it was the way he ran. Haha, at one point, they made him suck his thumb in the p-way for about a half an hour. It would make more sense if you knew him and if you were there.
This weekend was friggin fantastic. The highlight: being able to see eric and spend some quality time with him without uniform rules. (Damn, you learn to appreciate so many more things in life. I know i have said this a million times before but i needed to say it again.) No lie, pretty much the entire time i was with eric, i had a bright smile on my face that i could not seem to wipe off. He is an absolutley amazing person.
It was so good to see all my friends again on saturday. Honestly though, it felt really weird. I didnt feel like i fit in anymore and no one understood the stories my newer friends and i were telling. I wish everyone could have experienced what we did to understand us better and to laugh with us more. I also feel like i dont have anymore friends back at home after saturday. I hope you really are...and i know there is a group of you that dislikes me...truthfully, i dont give a shit in that case. People like that and hypocrites are not worth my time. But i still love a bunch of you and i believe you know who you are. I hope we can still hang out and remember the good times (we need to keep those poker games going).
Crap, I'm sorry for all my somewhat random thoughts. Right now this is not really my bitchiness. It is more of a disappointment and sadness.
I think I will wrap this up while i still can. Writing is making me sad.
....there will still be you and me.