Life in 2010
From now on, I want to use this journal as a way for me to release stress and let my mind go free. Enjoy!
Life has it's many up's and downs. I could only inform that I'm in my up right now. In the past two years, I have grown into a completely different person and I'm so thankful for everything that I've been through. Making mistakes will make you a stronger person.
Growing up was not easy for me because the whole time I wanted to be at the place where I am right now. The rush to actually get here has become a journey of self realization. All my friends joke and say that my life has always sounded like a movie or something make believe but non of that matters anymore becuase I've over anazlyed it so much to figure out who I was becoming. Turns out, all of that in the past was holding me back from moving forward and I will never let the past hold me back. Moving foward and having new eyes is all I need. I am exactly where I want to be in this moment right now.
I'm in a wonderful relationship that has taught me so much. It has made me realize how important compasion, trust, dedication and compromise are. Without them you don't have anything. Every person needs time to grow and evolve. Two years ago, I didn't understand the concept. Now, I understand how time heals and refreshes your soul.
My life has taken on a new meaning and believe it or not I write everything down. I found out the hard way that you have to let stuff out and express yourself. I was like a bucket filled with water. Too much water and the bucket begins to crack and eventually break. When I write stuff down I feel this sense of relief because I'm seeing it with my eyes not only just thinking it. I even make lists for bills, shopping, tasks for the day, everything. It helps to set everything in prespective. Setting my priorities in order will lead me to where I want to go.
Words for the day:
Express, Express, Express
::jumping around singing modonna "express yourself"::
Nite!
Till the next post.