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[beachbrunette25]

So kids camp was a-ma-zing!Wow....God is teaching me so much about my own faith through everything around me, including the kid's from this past week. I heard about some of the difficulties in these like ten year old's lives that they remain faithful during and feel so convicted that I can't have faith in God about every little stupid thing.I want him to rule every part of my life. I would love to get to a place one day that he is the first thing I think of in a difficult situation instead of worry or fear or panic or stress.Age and knowledge have jaded me. Instead of leaning on him, I do just what the bible says not to do. I lean on my own understanding of a situation and my own intellect to come up with a proper solution.Stupid!!

.....but I'm learning =)