When does it end? WHEN
Why do I keep getting fucked over on this?!?!?
Okay so after last night, I messaged him via facebook to try to calm things down. THe kid has enough problems, so why should I be an extra one he has to talk about his 400-dollar-an-hour shrink.
ME
Walk away, by all means.
But don't ever walk away angry.
Today at 12:51am
well I am angry
Today at 12:56am
So simmer down then. And don't ever punish me for expressing or writing my thoughts down, for last I checked it's what you plan on making a career out of. Or punish me for having friends. I understand why you might be upset, but you should also understand why 1) duck reacted the way she did and 2) why walking angry is never a solution or closure. You're too smart for this and you know it.
Today at 1:26am
before, no. but cori told me most of what you said last night and frankly i'm over your passing judgements on people you hardly know. if you think that lowly of my friends then you think that lowly of me. you can be as perceptive as you wan't but that doesn't excuse being downright mean.
bye cam.
get back to me at 25, we can compare notes
Today at 1:40pm
And she's completely right.
Then mysteriously the enxt afternoon, he ims me
ubercam signed off at 1:41:45 PM.
ubercam: oi
beachbrunett: yes?
ubercam: nothing, it was more out of reflex and habit than anything else
beachbrunett: but you have never once said "oi" to me
ubercam: it means hi in portuguese
beachbrunett: that's cool, I shall have to remember it
beachbrunett: but I thought you were all over the "adios" these days
ubercam: like I said it was more of a habitual thing
ubercam: "i had no "beef" with you prior to this morning when i read all that you had to say with cori."
ubercam: nice job
beachbrunett: I take it then you're not done being angry and rude
ubercam: no
ubercam: pe
ubercam: I still think posting our conversations on live journal is inane and childish and I still think you did it knowing it would piss duck off
ubercam: I mean you said in your most recent facebook message "and she's rigth"
ubercam: well if she's right
ubercam: then
ubercam: how come YOU'RE not mad at me
ubercam: for saying stuff about your friend
ubercam: s
ubercam: I mean
ubercam: you're basically saying
ubercam: oh I'm not offended
ubercam: but Duck is
ubercam: and she has the right to be
ubercam: because I told her something you told me
ubercam: that's just ridiculous
beachbrunett: 1) excerpt of one conversation
beachbrunett: 2) I did it because half ot it I thought was hysterical and I needed somewhere to vent about my frustrations and trying to fi gure out your accusations of me
beachbrunett: 3) I am mad at you about saying stuff about my friends I just have a much different way of showing it
ubercam: 1) I feel completely violated and that you don't have the rights to spread things I say to you in confidence all over the internet
beachbrunett: but just cuz Im upset doesnt mean I have to be rude or bully yoou
ubercam: 2) I feel like you did it with the intent to make Duck hate me
beachbrunett: Well, first of all, I'm sorry but I thought, as a writer, you would have no absolutely no problem with it. Also, I think it's common sense that best friends (Esp) girls tell each other a lot. And you never established (liek most people do) to keep things between us.
ubercam: heh
ubercam: that's crazy
ubercam: if you say something about Duck I assume automatically you don't want me running to her and telling her what you said that's just common sense
beachbrunett: And you can think I want Duck to hatey ou all you want, but I don't as shee was basically my bodyguard and thus probably the only way I wouldve hung out wtih you in the next few weeks
ubercam: hahaha riiight
beachbrunett: and I can tell you I dont want her to hate you but youre not going to believe me anyway
ubercam: I gotta go
beachbrunett: well as for you last comment you obviously dont knwo my friends
beachbrunett: tahts what htey do
ubercam: apparently you want to stay being mother goose to these kids for forever
beachbrunett: Fine, walk away angry, again
Okay, I get it, I shouldn't post things on lj, I completely undrestand that and assuming he will harass me again at a later date, I will apologize for ruining our trust/priavacy/shit/whatever.
At this point I'm just dissapponted that I keep getting dragged itno it more and more.And acting like Duck had no beef with Cam prior is ridiculous, cuz she mentioned it (and ctontineud too) when he was ever brought up in conversation. She would constantly get annoyed with him and block him so I don't know why, he has to put me up as the sole reason. ANd it's not like I want to be friends or anything anymore with him I just don't want their to be anger. But you know what? I'm angry too at this point. People need to stop using me as thier shields.
Okay so after last night, I messaged him via facebook to try to calm things down. THe kid has enough problems, so why should I be an extra one he has to talk about his 400-dollar-an-hour shrink.
ME
Walk away, by all means.
But don't ever walk away angry.
Today at 12:51am
well I am angry
Today at 12:56am
So simmer down then. And don't ever punish me for expressing or writing my thoughts down, for last I checked it's what you plan on making a career out of. Or punish me for having friends. I understand why you might be upset, but you should also understand why 1) duck reacted the way she did and 2) why walking angry is never a solution or closure. You're too smart for this and you know it.
Today at 1:26am
before, no. but cori told me most of what you said last night and frankly i'm over your passing judgements on people you hardly know. if you think that lowly of my friends then you think that lowly of me. you can be as perceptive as you wan't but that doesn't excuse being downright mean.
bye cam.
get back to me at 25, we can compare notes
Today at 1:40pm
And she's completely right.
Then mysteriously the enxt afternoon, he ims me
ubercam signed off at 1:41:45 PM.
ubercam: oi
beachbrunett: yes?
ubercam: nothing, it was more out of reflex and habit than anything else
beachbrunett: but you have never once said "oi" to me
ubercam: it means hi in portuguese
beachbrunett: that's cool, I shall have to remember it
beachbrunett: but I thought you were all over the "adios" these days
ubercam: like I said it was more of a habitual thing
ubercam: "i had no "beef" with you prior to this morning when i read all that you had to say with cori."
ubercam: nice job
beachbrunett: I take it then you're not done being angry and rude
ubercam: no
ubercam: pe
ubercam: I still think posting our conversations on live journal is inane and childish and I still think you did it knowing it would piss duck off
ubercam: I mean you said in your most recent facebook message "and she's rigth"
ubercam: well if she's right
ubercam: then
ubercam: how come YOU'RE not mad at me
ubercam: for saying stuff about your friend
ubercam: s
ubercam: I mean
ubercam: you're basically saying
ubercam: oh I'm not offended
ubercam: but Duck is
ubercam: and she has the right to be
ubercam: because I told her something you told me
ubercam: that's just ridiculous
beachbrunett: 1) excerpt of one conversation
beachbrunett: 2) I did it because half ot it I thought was hysterical and I needed somewhere to vent about my frustrations and trying to fi gure out your accusations of me
beachbrunett: 3) I am mad at you about saying stuff about my friends I just have a much different way of showing it
ubercam: 1) I feel completely violated and that you don't have the rights to spread things I say to you in confidence all over the internet
beachbrunett: but just cuz Im upset doesnt mean I have to be rude or bully yoou
ubercam: 2) I feel like you did it with the intent to make Duck hate me
beachbrunett: Well, first of all, I'm sorry but I thought, as a writer, you would have no absolutely no problem with it. Also, I think it's common sense that best friends (Esp) girls tell each other a lot. And you never established (liek most people do) to keep things between us.
ubercam: heh
ubercam: that's crazy
ubercam: if you say something about Duck I assume automatically you don't want me running to her and telling her what you said that's just common sense
beachbrunett: And you can think I want Duck to hatey ou all you want, but I don't as shee was basically my bodyguard and thus probably the only way I wouldve hung out wtih you in the next few weeks
ubercam: hahaha riiight
beachbrunett: and I can tell you I dont want her to hate you but youre not going to believe me anyway
ubercam: I gotta go
beachbrunett: well as for you last comment you obviously dont knwo my friends
beachbrunett: tahts what htey do
ubercam: apparently you want to stay being mother goose to these kids for forever
beachbrunett: Fine, walk away angry, again
Okay, I get it, I shouldn't post things on lj, I completely undrestand that and assuming he will harass me again at a later date, I will apologize for ruining our trust/priavacy/shit/whatever.
At this point I'm just dissapponted that I keep getting dragged itno it more and more.And acting like Duck had no beef with Cam prior is ridiculous, cuz she mentioned it (and ctontineud too) when he was ever brought up in conversation. She would constantly get annoyed with him and block him so I don't know why, he has to put me up as the sole reason. ANd it's not like I want to be friends or anything anymore with him I just don't want their to be anger. But you know what? I'm angry too at this point. People need to stop using me as thier shields.