nice change of pace...
ok so i think the fact that my dad doesnt have a computer at his house is good for me. not only am i getting more sleep now, since im not online till 3 in the morning, but when i do find time to come visit mama dukes and update, i may actually have some interesting entries.
ok well probably not today, but ya know...
lets see. spring break....lovely lovely lovely. i havent even really done anything yet and its just lovely. i worked my ass off alllll weekend. thursday night dinner, friday lunch and dinner, satruday breakfast lunch and dinner, and yesterday dinner. but its all worth it cuz two weeks from now i wont owe anyone money and will hopefully have the brand new surfboard ive been obsessing over.
i love my dads house. its cute and small and wonderufl and peaceful and convenient and i love my dad so it works out quite well. - not that i dont live my mom...but whatever ok nm.
im infatuated by greg norman. i dont know why. hes like 50. but whenever i see him at work i get all nervous and feel like im going to drop some coffee in his lap or something. i dont know...the cooks think i wanna do him.
so yeah. other boy. so i love him. which isnt going to change. but i dont know how well im doing with the overly affectionate aspect of the relationship. like i dont know. im such an unaffectionate person, and im trying really hard to become one, but i just like i dont know want him to like ignore me for a couple days. i mean everythings perfect right now, but i dont know....i just really dont want it to get boring. like i want him to make me feel like i need to look good in front of him, or i dont know ignore me or something. but in a way i guess this is good, bc if u know me, u know that by now with any other guy showing me this much attention and affection, i would've been gone weeks ago. so i guess this really is the real thing. hm or maybe it was when he said he wanted to move to hawaii with him was when i realized this is the real thing.
WEIRD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really really want to get drunk tonight. or sometime soon. i just wanna go out and party and have funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
i got to go surfing yesterday! yay! for the first time in so long! it was great. and my back actually got some color. today was fun too. taya painted my toenails for me. cuz im retarted and couldnt do it myself.
lifes pretty good right now i suppose.
i miss people.
lets hang out? go out? please....party? something!
ok well probably not today, but ya know...
lets see. spring break....lovely lovely lovely. i havent even really done anything yet and its just lovely. i worked my ass off alllll weekend. thursday night dinner, friday lunch and dinner, satruday breakfast lunch and dinner, and yesterday dinner. but its all worth it cuz two weeks from now i wont owe anyone money and will hopefully have the brand new surfboard ive been obsessing over.
i love my dads house. its cute and small and wonderufl and peaceful and convenient and i love my dad so it works out quite well. - not that i dont live my mom...but whatever ok nm.
im infatuated by greg norman. i dont know why. hes like 50. but whenever i see him at work i get all nervous and feel like im going to drop some coffee in his lap or something. i dont know...the cooks think i wanna do him.
so yeah. other boy. so i love him. which isnt going to change. but i dont know how well im doing with the overly affectionate aspect of the relationship. like i dont know. im such an unaffectionate person, and im trying really hard to become one, but i just like i dont know want him to like ignore me for a couple days. i mean everythings perfect right now, but i dont know....i just really dont want it to get boring. like i want him to make me feel like i need to look good in front of him, or i dont know ignore me or something. but in a way i guess this is good, bc if u know me, u know that by now with any other guy showing me this much attention and affection, i would've been gone weeks ago. so i guess this really is the real thing. hm or maybe it was when he said he wanted to move to hawaii with him was when i realized this is the real thing.
WEIRD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really really want to get drunk tonight. or sometime soon. i just wanna go out and party and have funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
i got to go surfing yesterday! yay! for the first time in so long! it was great. and my back actually got some color. today was fun too. taya painted my toenails for me. cuz im retarted and couldnt do it myself.
lifes pretty good right now i suppose.
i miss people.
lets hang out? go out? please....party? something!