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im sorry this is kind of unneeded and i understand if you dont relate but after writing up that post and listening to the wrong playlist at 20 minutes to midnight im all wow i cant believe ive graduated aka i cant believe i wont be seeing most of the people ive spent 3 years with anymore cant believe the chances that we'll ever cross paths and see each other again in reunions 25 years later is very slim cant believe ive toughed through the darkest storms in my life with these great people and they wont be there for me and even if they still are it wont be the same. it took me 2 weeks to finally realise this but a fortnight or even 10 years is never too late, it never will be. in these 3 years i learnt the most valuable lessons and built the most priceless memories, pleasant/ bitter or otherwise. when i saw my coursemates in blue and yellow something surged in me, something like pride and something like sadness. like as much as ive always wanted this to happen i wished i could turn back time just a little, to the days where we were wearing embarrassingly short hot pants (zing) paraded around with the wrong haircuts (me) and still had that childish gleam in our eyes. when days melted together we couldnt tell apart morning and night when we rolled on the dirty carpet acting like 6 year olds and getting graded for it when 8am lessons were all we complained about and those little disputes we had over groupings gosh everyone was so petty about it. i still want to be petty about this over cheeseballs in fc 6 and fall over ugly burmese people and never worry about looking my best because i know that when im with these people my personality shines through my exterior. i want to poop having to worry that the lights will run out when the sensor cant detect me bc im in the last cubicle. i want to feel the thrill of coming in to class one minute before being marked late, i want to laugh loudly along the corridors and have people in the classrooms laugh with me. i'll miss cass, i'll miss dadp, i'll miss my sisters/ brothers i never had.