cont.from yesterdays
then we all(aubrey josh allie kendra cam jorge and me)all were at josh's house and my boyfriend was being mean to me so josh took the phone away from me and was talking to joey(my boyfriend at the time)and ws like your mean to cait and i dont want you talking to her anymore (bc joey had made me cry earlier that day)soo when i talked to joey he started yelling at me and saying f this f that adn f you soo josh broke up with him for me .even though i didnt want to but it was the only thing that was good for me and i know deep inside even thought it hurts i cant be with him.well i held all my tears that night and it felt like a million of stabbing knives going thought my eyes bc they were wating to just cry soo bad but i ddnt want to cry in front of everyone!but when i came home today all the slow love songs started playing and i just started balling my eyes out and my sister held my hand and said i love you cait!well its hard but everyone has to let something go that they love to death!well i cant type anymore i gotta go xoxo cait