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Omgosh, laura is going to have the BEST birthday ever..i hope! She is in for a big *SUPRISE*! haha well about everything is pissing me off right now...including my retarded printer thats NOT WORKING...i mean, it only breaks when i need it! Yeah..ive managed to hide the fact that i lost the digital camera from my dad..wow i will NEVER hear the end when that secret pops out...well...thats life. My dad has been really REALLY pissed at me lately b/c ive been spending alot of money on friend's birthdays...he doesnt think theyre that important..but i can understand i guess..but like right now i had to spend alot of money because i had like two of my good friends' bdays in less than three weeks of each other, and i need winter clothes and clothes alterations. The winter clothes might have come out to $400 (for the whole winter)..and then my winter pair of shoes (so bonner doesnt kill me) were birkenstocks, so yeah, i suppose they were up there in that higher price range...i have spent a total of $120 on birthdays over the past 3 weeks, maybe more...god..not that i think about it...i AM SERIOUSLY expensive!! i mean i dont do it that often, but every starbucks and la madelene adds up...and i still have to get xmas present..oh god..i need a job so bad right now! I dont want my parents to get me any presents..i feel really bad for spending so much money. Yeah after christmas..thats it..they arent buying me another thing. i dont go shopping that often either..i guess when i do, i just buy alot...i dont know..it's wierd.GOD im so worried now! and now my dad has to buy another stupid printer, because i probably broke it...and i lost his camera! maybe i should set the house on fire to top things off! god i am pissed...oh yeah..the all-nighter i pulled last night was for NOTHING! yeah, i called ms. elmore to get specifics on the biology proj..and she told me it was due the next day and was three pages MINIMUM....so yeah i spend like all night on it and make it perfect, and come to school dead with a caffeine high today, and what does she do? does she say, "marvelous! the best!"? NO..she just CARPS and BITCHES about the SMALLEST details!! like everyone DID NOT do it..and the extra-smart kids who did, only did ONE page hand-written!! mie was FIVE pages TYPED! beat that biatch!..god..and then she CARPS at me !?!?! ok, i dont THINK so. uhh oh great...tomorrow i have mrs. knight..note: bring ADVIL or some other form of HEADACHE medication!! all i do in her class is decprate my planner..why the heck would i be interesed in her stupid class? she just doesnt know how to run a classroom....Tomorrow is hairspray, and so i "borrowed" ten bucks from my dad's unsupervised money pile...guilt trip, guilt trip! well i have to go to bed so i can wake up early, and come to school looking gross...i am just SO freakin STRESSED out..