"Home on a Saturday night, With all my doors locked up tight, I won't be thinking about you Baby"
Ahh, back to LJ, it's been awhile.
Um... NYC was fun, ofcourse, except for running around in the rain.
Gainesville wasn't the rage I expected it to be. WAAAAY more drama than needed, kinda put a damper on everything. It also helped me to see that, no matter what people say and no matter how hard you try, it's impossible for friendships to stay the same when people leave for college. It's just a hard realization that someone I thought of as such a close friend can lose contact so quickly, and show no any remore about it. Worse of all, I'm mad I let it bother me that night, obviously he wasn't worth it. Oh well... I guess Frat's and Parties are more important than friendships. My priorities are different, but to each their own, right? Oh yes though, Cartel was beyond amazing! And Boys Like Girls is such a good band! Yay!
And just when I thought I was fine, I started reverting and getting depressed again. I let small things grate @ me, like today, a stupid comment I saw that he left. Why do I still care? I wish I wanted to find someone new, but I don't, which is stupid, since I don't think anything is going to resurface...
Carrie(S&TC) poses a good question: "Can you get to your future if your past is present?"
Basically, all boys cause problems, no matter what you're relationship with them is!
On top off all that shit, I have to apply for college. I'm def on the edge of a nervous breakdown. Driving through Gainesville, I realized I have no idea what to do if I'm not accepted @ UF. Honestly, I don't want to go anywhere else...
Well, it's Friday, and I should probably be gearing up for a fun filled crazy night. If all else fails, I have my 18th birthday to look forward to on Monday! I am excited for that!
Love all the friends who are there for me! You're the best!
Um... NYC was fun, ofcourse, except for running around in the rain.
Gainesville wasn't the rage I expected it to be. WAAAAY more drama than needed, kinda put a damper on everything. It also helped me to see that, no matter what people say and no matter how hard you try, it's impossible for friendships to stay the same when people leave for college. It's just a hard realization that someone I thought of as such a close friend can lose contact so quickly, and show no any remore about it. Worse of all, I'm mad I let it bother me that night, obviously he wasn't worth it. Oh well... I guess Frat's and Parties are more important than friendships. My priorities are different, but to each their own, right? Oh yes though, Cartel was beyond amazing! And Boys Like Girls is such a good band! Yay!
And just when I thought I was fine, I started reverting and getting depressed again. I let small things grate @ me, like today, a stupid comment I saw that he left. Why do I still care? I wish I wanted to find someone new, but I don't, which is stupid, since I don't think anything is going to resurface...
Carrie(S&TC) poses a good question: "Can you get to your future if your past is present?"
Basically, all boys cause problems, no matter what you're relationship with them is!
On top off all that shit, I have to apply for college. I'm def on the edge of a nervous breakdown. Driving through Gainesville, I realized I have no idea what to do if I'm not accepted @ UF. Honestly, I don't want to go anywhere else...
Well, it's Friday, and I should probably be gearing up for a fun filled crazy night. If all else fails, I have my 18th birthday to look forward to on Monday! I am excited for that!
Love all the friends who are there for me! You're the best!