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[beachbabi667]

i dont get any comments
therefore i shouldnt update
but i feel like it

its fathers day.
& im going to go hang out with my mom.
i went to my grandmas this morning for breakfast
it actually was kinda fun. & i'm actually
starting to like my grandma more.

but i should be hanging out with my dad
too bad all that's important to him is drinking.
and if he doesnt realize by now that i know
he's lieing about certain stuff & that i don't
like to be around him drinking -- then idk
wat to say. but uhm whatever. i'm not gona
go and be uncomfortable the whole day &
occupy my newphew & neice so he can go
get drunk with my brothers. uhm no thanks

every friken year i was hoping he could come
for ONE dance to see me all dressed up. he
never once came. never once cared how much
i wanted him to be there . whatever,

i'm ferreal going on a diet. im serious guys.
i gained weight. eotheoitheotheothe. i am
going to be slim . lmao. i wish. but im going
to try. & i need to go tanning cuz i am getting
extremely white. okay. seriously.

but im excited to go shopping. <3
new jeans & tanks & nose ring!

i'm tired of working. everyyyyy day.
hmph. softball + work + ryan = my life
lol . i like playing softball but that & work
put together takes up a lotta time.
even though i made a good catch in yesterdays
game & hit the ball. uhm. yeah.

thanks to kacy for being there for me all the 
time. <33 ilu babyyyy.

my mom ordered a new digital camera.
im excited. & shes been considering on getting
me a new ipod. ohhh looooveee<3333
but go ahead and break in my cars fuckerrrrs
i got nothing for nobody to take. =)

i wish some people cared that we werent friends
anymore. i tried though -- i know i did.

LATER HOES.