Dec 12, 2004 20:14
heyyy mister!! whats goin on?? nothin here...i'm supposed to be typin my paper for bartlewski but i have major ADD when it comes to that stuff so i thought i'd write in here. so florida was nice. i'm goin to utah for christmas vacation, who does that?? idk, my family does i guess. i'm leavin the 23rd and comin back the 28th then i'm beachin it for new years. yea baby!! i love new years down there!! one big party till like 4 in the morning...we usually have like 80 ppl at one restaurant and then we go back to the beach for a bonfire and there's people down there settin up the bonfire and then more people come down and join us. i've been grounded for the past 2 weeks, which really sucked. i'm tired of spending so much time with my family. i've spent the last 3 weeks with them. friday night i went out for awhile though...me, grzes, tomek, mike, and sean decided to drive around and stuff. then we dropped mike and sean off at like 10 ish maybe and then we just went back to my house and watched a movie, tomek left at like 12:30 and grzes left at like 1. it was a good night...tomek made me cry though! he was yellin at me and everything!!! i was scared that he was gonna hurt me or somethin. then we worked out our "problem" and we're fine now. i'm so confused on life right now....like i really don't know what to do. i'm in love and i know i shouldn't be but i can't help it. i really need to talk to him though....idk what to do anymore. i need a vacation and its comin up soon so thats good. christmas is coming early for me this year...my family is doing it on the 22nd. since we're not gonna be here for the real christmas. i really need to go shopping though. i need to get presents for my parents, my brothers, nana (my brothers gf), and my friends. and i can't go monday, tuesday, wednesday, or thursday to go shoppin so i think i'm goin friday or saturday. i g2g tho...i'm tired xoxox byeee nightt sweet dreams ~MoRgAn~