i fooled you....
...i still come on here. i just read things though. i don't know why i don't post. there's so much going on right now. between school and moving and partying and stevie and the roommates and everything. i could type for hours upon hours.
but i don't.
i almost posted the other night. instead i cried myself to sleep. i don't know what it was. just overwhelmed i guess. i tried to talk to stevie about it but i felt stupid. not that he didn't care. i just feel guilty when i need his help. i really don't want to be annoying. like last night i felt bad making him come get me- so i walked to his apartment. in the dark. it was a bad idea but i don't want him to feel that he needs to take care of me. i really do love him and i don't want to fuck things up.
the girls are coming up in 3 days. thank god. ihate not having them here. it's weird.
i have thhe urge to stop typing. i don't know why but i just need to stop.
k bye.
but i don't.
i almost posted the other night. instead i cried myself to sleep. i don't know what it was. just overwhelmed i guess. i tried to talk to stevie about it but i felt stupid. not that he didn't care. i just feel guilty when i need his help. i really don't want to be annoying. like last night i felt bad making him come get me- so i walked to his apartment. in the dark. it was a bad idea but i don't want him to feel that he needs to take care of me. i really do love him and i don't want to fuck things up.
the girls are coming up in 3 days. thank god. ihate not having them here. it's weird.
i have thhe urge to stop typing. i don't know why but i just need to stop.
k bye.