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"Are you upset little friend? Have you been lying awake worrying? Well, don't worry...I'm here. The flood waters will recede, the famine will end, the sun will shine tomorrow, and I will always be here to take care of you. -Charlie Brown to Snoopy"
"Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need more hellos."
bahhhh i love snoopy.
and i FUCKING HATING VC. i like to think i can be an exceptionally positive person who can always see the good in situations and even when shit gets tough i can find a reason not to worry about it.
right now, i just want to be someone else. someone who's really good at math, or science, and loves it.....and is happily working away at their major by completing simple wrong or right equations or dissecting microbes. or something. i dont know what science majors do. i just want to be someone who isn't afraid that they are going to graduate college with a fine arts degree and not love it, and end up putting shitty work up in a stinky gallery and have no one buy their art so they cant feed their family. because...THAT is how i feel right now. i feel like everything i thought was good and fun and came easy to me is WRONG. FALSE.
ugh.
to be continued.
I HAVE TO DO A FUCKING PROJECT.
if anyone wants to vent with me about how they dont know where their lives are taking them, take me out for coffee.
it's gonna take hours of your time though.
"Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need more hellos."
bahhhh i love snoopy.
and i FUCKING HATING VC. i like to think i can be an exceptionally positive person who can always see the good in situations and even when shit gets tough i can find a reason not to worry about it.
right now, i just want to be someone else. someone who's really good at math, or science, and loves it.....and is happily working away at their major by completing simple wrong or right equations or dissecting microbes. or something. i dont know what science majors do. i just want to be someone who isn't afraid that they are going to graduate college with a fine arts degree and not love it, and end up putting shitty work up in a stinky gallery and have no one buy their art so they cant feed their family. because...THAT is how i feel right now. i feel like everything i thought was good and fun and came easy to me is WRONG. FALSE.
ugh.
to be continued.
I HAVE TO DO A FUCKING PROJECT.
if anyone wants to vent with me about how they dont know where their lives are taking them, take me out for coffee.
it's gonna take hours of your time though.