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lately i am all over the place.
i dont' seem it, i won't act that wy, but my head is scattered and my thoughts are in no particular oder at all. i think i'm spending too much time alone. i need to move.
my building is so quiet its disturbing. no one on my floor talks to each other, we just all hang out with our doors shut, its really wierd.
i really don't like it. i keep thinking i like it, i keep thinking that our littlebitty kitchen makes up for the lack of social contact, but uh, it totally doesnt. itS SO not social that when i go to other halls in other buildings its like culture shock and i dont know how to interact w people. GRRRRR I NEED PEOPLE AND NOW!
so someones moving out of brians building, same floor and everything. we're talking about switching.
POLL: IS MOVING INTO MY BOYFRIEND'S BUILDING ON THE SAME FLOOR A GOOD IDEA OR A BAD ONE.
CONSIDERING:
i have to move SOMEWHERE or ill go crazy, and this is the only offer i've got.
and ive been saying i wanna be in gilbert or harrington real bad. i'll be closer to my girl friends too.
after today, life will be a little easier. a test and a paper due. and a painting due. and a project to do.
going home this weekend, by car or train i'm not sure yet....
i would go by train but the times are so weird and not convenient UUUGGGGHHH
i miss home a little.
i just miss driving the volvo around and having air condtioning. and the family.
i dont miss not drinking all the time!!!!
:)
oohh air conditioning......soooo good.
i miss blasting my music with the windows down and driving around and picking up my friends. i miss friends who are good at talking and holding awesome conversations.
i miss having the ability to go out and buy stuff.
i miss FRESCHE SMOOTHIES.
ok im gonna go reminisce with taylor about ridgewood. as if its gone forever.
aaaaahahahahaha
i dont' seem it, i won't act that wy, but my head is scattered and my thoughts are in no particular oder at all. i think i'm spending too much time alone. i need to move.
my building is so quiet its disturbing. no one on my floor talks to each other, we just all hang out with our doors shut, its really wierd.
i really don't like it. i keep thinking i like it, i keep thinking that our littlebitty kitchen makes up for the lack of social contact, but uh, it totally doesnt. itS SO not social that when i go to other halls in other buildings its like culture shock and i dont know how to interact w people. GRRRRR I NEED PEOPLE AND NOW!
so someones moving out of brians building, same floor and everything. we're talking about switching.
POLL: IS MOVING INTO MY BOYFRIEND'S BUILDING ON THE SAME FLOOR A GOOD IDEA OR A BAD ONE.
CONSIDERING:
i have to move SOMEWHERE or ill go crazy, and this is the only offer i've got.
and ive been saying i wanna be in gilbert or harrington real bad. i'll be closer to my girl friends too.
after today, life will be a little easier. a test and a paper due. and a painting due. and a project to do.
going home this weekend, by car or train i'm not sure yet....
i would go by train but the times are so weird and not convenient UUUGGGGHHH
i miss home a little.
i just miss driving the volvo around and having air condtioning. and the family.
i dont miss not drinking all the time!!!!
:)
oohh air conditioning......soooo good.
i miss blasting my music with the windows down and driving around and picking up my friends. i miss friends who are good at talking and holding awesome conversations.
i miss having the ability to go out and buy stuff.
i miss FRESCHE SMOOTHIES.
ok im gonna go reminisce with taylor about ridgewood. as if its gone forever.
aaaaahahahahaha