people, people
i feel like everyone around me is in a funk, like they're all grumpy and pissed off and i'm sitting here all giggly and shit and i TOTALLY feel like i'm seriously annoying everyone. i mean, come on!if you thought i was happy during the year, you should see me in the summer. i'm friggin ectastic. i can't contain myself. I JUST want someone to bounce around with me and sing happy songs and giggle till we fall down and i feel like everyone else has better, lamer things to do. or they're all stuck in deep thought, and...i'm done thinking. thinking gets me down. when i think too hard i cry too often. i don't like that. and i don't do things that don't make me feel good. i don't waste my time. i know that i am in control of my emotions and goddamnit if i dont wanna be grumpy and introspective i friggin won't. overthinking never got me anywhere anyway. it only gets me to realize things i was happier without knowing. on OCCASION, i will realize something wonderful. and then i will dwell on it and play with it and love it. but lets face it, most of the things we learn about life and the world arent wonderful. i'm not dwelling anymore. what's the fucking use.
i'm happy. i'm grateful. i'm looking forward to what's ahead of me. because why shouldnt i? because if i werent, what good would it do me? none. no good. sure its sad the year is over. and sure i'll be sad and miss everyone. but it wont change the fact thats its over. onto the next page. i mean, it's relatively nice out, classes are over, why not be happy? HWY ARENT YOU PEOPLE FRIGGIN BEING HYPER WITH ME?? HHMMM??? I WANT ANSWERS. i am lonely in this happiness. like crazy dancing by yourself. it gets old. don't let me bore myself to death people, CHEER UP.
i'm happy. i'm grateful. i'm looking forward to what's ahead of me. because why shouldnt i? because if i werent, what good would it do me? none. no good. sure its sad the year is over. and sure i'll be sad and miss everyone. but it wont change the fact thats its over. onto the next page. i mean, it's relatively nice out, classes are over, why not be happy? HWY ARENT YOU PEOPLE FRIGGIN BEING HYPER WITH ME?? HHMMM??? I WANT ANSWERS. i am lonely in this happiness. like crazy dancing by yourself. it gets old. don't let me bore myself to death people, CHEER UP.