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[beachaholic]

i am SUCH crackhead.

I go back and forth between being lonely, and wishing i were alone, and motivated, to not seeing the need to have motivation, from missing home, to dreading going back, from loving netflix, to hating their stinkin guts, from wanting to study psych, to never wanting to touch it again.

i

am

a

crackhead.

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you're missed where you're loved

[aja2190]

i have a bright idea. come hoooome. who needs college, anyway? whenever people ask me how you're liking delaware i say you love it but is that a lie??? i want you to be happy. here's my remedy: 1. eat fruit(not chocolate because after the sugar high goes away you'll feel worse), 2. demand the closest boy(brian, perhaps?) to tell you how beautiful you are no matter how much paint is on your face or how many toes you've left unpolished, 3. call aja and tell her to tell you about her new baby phat hiphop costumes for her dance recital, 4. watch the little mermaid 5. undie-dance to le poisau, 6. stop worrying about life and focus on being 18

Re: you're missed where you're loved

[beachaholic]

i want to go home SOOOO bad. its not that i dont love it here but i just feel so confined. i need to get away for a while. im thinking i'll actually take a train home maybe, like tonight or tomorrow. i dont know. i need to escape. i think i will follow your advice, especially abou the les poissons. damnit, i DO need to focus on being 18. but i think that encludes worrying about life, i think thats what crackhead college kids are supposed to do. this is the time to start freakin out. anyway, i love you so much, and im gonna come home when i can.

hey only 4 more weeks!!