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four or five days left in delaware.
and i've never wanted to be in two places at once more than now.
and i feel like a jackass for various things, but as i have said, this is not the place for confessions and vulnerabilities...
jen was right, we hurt the people we love the most.
there are split seconds in time when i feel like everything and everyone that matters to me is just about to collapse and disapear, and it's all my fault.
i'm used to be notoriously feather-brained and dumb, it's when i feel like i've been completely irreverant to people's feelings that i feel the shittiest.
it's no excuse, i just never mean to do the things that come out looking so mean.
and i've never wanted to be in two places at once more than now.
and i feel like a jackass for various things, but as i have said, this is not the place for confessions and vulnerabilities...
jen was right, we hurt the people we love the most.
there are split seconds in time when i feel like everything and everyone that matters to me is just about to collapse and disapear, and it's all my fault.
i'm used to be notoriously feather-brained and dumb, it's when i feel like i've been completely irreverant to people's feelings that i feel the shittiest.
it's no excuse, i just never mean to do the things that come out looking so mean.