YOU KNOW WHAT REALLY HONKS MY HORN!!!!!

[beach_side99]

You know what really honks my horn? it is when ppl listen to crap,make a judgement about you, go about there life and never even bother to ask you if it was true!!!!! Oh! and the best part is there are suppose to LOVE you, YEAH RIGHT

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[witout_u_imlost]

ok. i really feel like 99% of all what you just wrote was out to me.
with you asking "what is your deal?????????" I kind of know in my head that you are talking about when i was supposed to help you move into your new house. I know it was wrong of me not to call and say i was not coming, and then after that we never even talked again. that was wrong of me. im sorry. There was no particular reason behind it. I just never called. It wasnt because of what brittany was telling me and what she thought about you and things did not carry into my mind at all what so ever. Just want to let you know that. I dont want you to think that i hate your or anything like i dont like you because of what people are telling me. The things people have told me, i have honestly seen nothing wrong in what you did, its other people like Mr. Ryckie, that i dont understand why they are so angry and holding grudnges ((which we shouldnt do in the first place right??)) but why aganst you when its not you. Its other people doing wronge? just because you are gone and they want someone to blame?
i dont get it.
i see nothing wrong with you. you are honestly one of the most inspiring persons i have ever know. I know when i grow up i want to be able to be the way you are. its just amazing, and i dont see how anyone could dissagree..

so i love you and i hope you believe me when you read this because it might not make sence, but its whats on my mind and my heart.
i love you,
and ill see you friday (22)

xoxo
Jennifer Schoeoppler.

[beach_side99]

well o.k. , but I was not thinking you. I just figured you could not get a ride or had something come up. If I have a problem with you YOU KNOW I would just BAM say it. Baby girl I feel your heart. I'm about to set it straight for peolpe who care enough. People who want to ask me what happened , but are scared to.

[witout_u_imlost]

I could not get a ride. - and yes i know you would be like bam in my face and set me strait as always =) thats what i love.
-things will get worked out, and those who are still holding grudges can deal with god later on in life.- its not your fault.
*...love is kind...love does not hold grudges...*

<3
Schoeppler*

[beach_side99]

at least you get it!!!!! love! kisses!

[thrashers828]

Jenna you and I have not spoken more than a few words ever. That you would say this about me really hurts. I have know George and Doreen for many more years than you know, and though we have had our differences they are things that we will work out. I am sorry that you may have damaged our relationship further. This was a really unfair comment.
Mr. Ryckie

[beach_side99]

It's O.K. Let's just stop........stop
Jenna, now you know Mr. Ryckie is fine. It doesn't matter to me why or what or how.
I'm cool with you I'm cool with everyone.

[witout_u_imlost]

Father Ryckie,
I was not angry, or even mad about anything that went on. I did not think any less of you- like you said we never even really talked but a few words- and i just heard things about what you did and what you said. I still to this day do not know what you did or said (or didnt say- i dont know) its just what i got from someone that was obveously very upset with the whole deal. I did not mean to hurt you or make anyone think less of you by mentioning you. But still it was wrong of me to even mention names. So im sorry.

[beach_side99]

Jenna as far as I am concerned it is fine. That is exactly what I was talking about. People DON"T KNOW what they are talking about!!!! Gossip starts and feeling get hurt then people react in anger.....uh...enough already!

There ARE people who have bashed my family for whatever reason, it's like you can't just not go to Central anymore and be civil with people. I think it's more of a maturity issue really. There always has to be this big dark cloud in the air. Maybe not the elders or whoever, but there was negative energy surrounding our situation which made people come to some type of crazy conclusion. I hope some light has been put on all this drama so it can really be put to rest.

instead of waiting for the one church mentality to start, I think I'll just start it. God did not give me a spirit of timidity, but one of power, that is why I do what I do!