In need of some major venting, so here it goes. I apologize now for this.

[beach_bum_baby]

My iPod is my best friend right now. The only way of drowning out the world around me, granted it doesn't make it disappear, but I guess I'm just taking what I can get

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[burkie87]

So I cant just sit back and not comment when one of my good friends is hurting in all places. I know what its like when parents fight..my parents do it more often just because of my dad the grouch and its almost always about money..it sucks. Yet, I know they love each other. Its been so weird coming back and living at home and hearing everything first hand. Believe me, I totally know what you feel..although I dont even know sometimes what to do. They fight about the dumbest things and it drives me crazy! I hope your parents can work it out..even though it may seem like all they do is fight..they love you so much. I TOTALLY KNOW things with chris are tough..and I wish I could fix them. Yet, sometimes when you spend time apart..it gives you time to think of how much that person means to you. And when you do see him again..it will almost be like time heals..dont give up yet. Think about what your life would be like if he wasnt there. I know hes a boy..and his family sucks..and its taking a huge toll on you..what would life be like without him? Yet..DO NOT change yourself girl..you're wonderful and I wish others could just see it. Thats what hurts me the most. I wouldnt bother worrying about his family..but rather just what a great person you are. I hate to see you worry and get angry over all this..but please know how wonderful you are!!! You always make my day brighter..even if I have a shitty day and dont want others to see! I love you girl! Also..if you ever need a place to spend the night if home is too much..PLEASE..let me know and I will come get you :-) As much fun as it is being home..its weird being the only kid left at home..oy. lol. Love you...please hang in there!!! <3