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i hate how during the day im so uncreative. and it annoys me so much that all my creative ideas and thoughts come to me in a stage beween sleep and wakefulness. im laying in bed and thoughts flow through my head about my day right before i fall asleep. i start thinknig of creative or poetic ways of saying stuff and suddenly what WOULD be written down WOULD sound much more sophisticated than how my writing usually sounds. the only problem is im drifting off to sleep and by the time i realize that my thought was a very cool one..ive either already forgotten how i began to say it or cant remember the exact wording. not that it matters anyways because in this stage halfway between awake and sleep im too tired to jump out of bed grab a paper and pen and write down my ideas. so i think to myself "sadly i am very aware that when i wake up i will have only a vague recollection of this thought and most certainly ill be unable to record it." then finally sleep takes over and my last thought comes true as my dreams wash away my creativeness through the night until a new day begins to recommence the process .