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sometimes i wish i had been loser in high school. because then i know i wouldn't miss it so much next year. i have so many memories and so many friendships with the most awesome people and i know that i am just not ready to say good bye yet. because no matter what, after may 24 nothing is going to be the same. we will not be as close as we were. we'll see each other once, maybe twice a year after that and we will all have new friends and new lives and nothing will click any more. i'm not ready to give it all up and say good bye. everything is just perfect right now. everything works. let's just stay like this forever and never leave. this is all i've ever known and i'm not ready to leave it.
i have 3 more months. i never thought this would come. i just want to go back. if i could do that i would never take anything for granted. i would appreciate everything and everyone, good or bad. and i would change a lot of things i've done. i'm sorry.
i have 3 more months. i never thought this would come. i just want to go back. if i could do that i would never take anything for granted. i would appreciate everything and everyone, good or bad. and i would change a lot of things i've done. i'm sorry.