Oct 07, 2008 22:16
i never thought that by going to college i'd have a boyfriend by like, the second month. i don't officially have one, but what i have is incredible. this boy is perfect in every sense of the word. he makes me laugh, alot, and he's got the best personality of anyone here. i'm always so happy whenever i'm around him. when anyone talks about him i beam. when he walks towards me i can't help but smile. i'm totally smitten with him.
i wanna go home. i miss lauren, i miss my family, i miss my bed. i miss everything and i don't care if i said i didn't miss any part of it before cause i'm homesick like a mother fucker. i've been sick for the past week and a half and i can't seem to get better. i slept for five hours today, in the middle of the day, and i can't keep doing that. i need to get better. if i were home, i would have been better before i even got sick. whatever, the past few days have been weird for me.