Apr 30, 2003 19:04
lol guys confuse me. i talked to justin today and he was being all sweet again. he is like dr. jeckel and mr. hyde i swear, lol. since i've started talking to him again he has been nothing but sweet. i hope he doesn't think that we are going to get back together again or anything because that is sooo not even the case at all. i've had it with him. i am so utterly d.o.n.e. with his games. it's too bad though because what we had was amazing. i never would have thought that after 3 years we would break up the way we did, him trying to get me back in his life, him cussing me out because i won't take him back and then him trying to be all nice and sweet and shit with me. i'm kinda frustrated with him though. ugh. love is confusing. why do i still love someone that brought me nothing but hurt and pain these last few months? i swear, sometimes i just can't let things (or people) go. so with this song, i dedicate my love to justin. i don't want to try anymore. it's over.
i can't believe u had the nerve to say the things u said
they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
i can't believe it ..4 years gone down the drain
oh how i wish things would of happened so differently
i tried to save it so many times but you still couldn't see
u kept insistin' and resistin' that u would not fall again
and now u tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
and ur tryin' to come back home
ur tellin' me u really need me
crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i.. don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
don't wanna try don't wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt u bad to when we both begin to cry
don't wanna try don't wanna try i 'bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love
u and i had many conversations on the telephone
talks about one day we having a place of our own
wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
but all of that just seems so far away from me
had to wake up face reality
it all just seem to good to be true after all you put me through
and now u tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
and u tryin' to come back home
u tellin' me that u really need me
crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
don't wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt u bad to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try don't wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love
i still do love you justin and i probably always will... but it's done, and just let it go.